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From now on my journal is friends only. If you want to be added, add me, and then leave me a comment here. I will add you back when I get a chance.
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[Thursday
9:47pm] |
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Finally got around to taking pics of my falls. They look crappy now because I was in a hurry. Nobody told me how heavy they are. Fuck.
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[Monday
12:41am] |
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I don't know at what point in my life I decided that I had nothing left to say.
For your entertainment purposes..

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You are a Slutcom 1, also known as the normal level of slutcom. This category is characterized by occasional hook-ups. These hook-ups are with people that could be potential relationship material, though that's not always 100 percent. They also tend to be not overly physical; sex is rare for a slutcom 1 - and generally, isn't much of a concern.
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Take the slutcom litmus test!
The slutcom litmus test originated in A Word of Advice.
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[Wednesday
1:50am] |
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I got really bored, so here's more of these. Somebody call me soon. Greg's working an overnight Thursday night. Somebody hang out with me.
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[Friday
4:28am] |
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I'm addicted.
First off, from deathclock.com: Your Personal Day of Death is... Sunday, March 9, 2025 Brennan, I used your name for this because Greg's came up with somebody stupid. Yours is so much cooler. My papito.. <3 Hahahaha | Your Daddy Is Darth Vader |
 What You Call Him: Papito Why You Love Him: You don't love him, you just love calling him "daddy" |
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[Saturday
5:39am] |
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You're damn right!
Oh my word, how'd this happen? Hahaha.
Mmmm..
Yep...
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[Friday
5:26am] |
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[Thursday
2:49am] |
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So my dog is still sick. For those of you who don't know, he's had this weird skin allergy since we moved. He's been to the vet a million times and they try all kinds of antibiotics and allergy pills and everything trying to get rid of it. Nothing works. Some do temporarily, but as soon as he stops taking them, it comes right back. The skin under his arms looks like elephant skin. He's constantly itching. I feel so bad. He recently had surgery to have a tumor removed from his butt and that has been getting infected too. I just can't get him healthy and it's costing us a fortune. I feel so bad because my dog is like my son, and it kills me to see him suffer. There HAS to be some medication he can take that will help him. I've gone through everything I can think of trying to figure out what his allergy is, but nothing is any different here than our last place. He's just sick all the time. He just turned four, so it's not like he's old, just sick. He takes after me so much, health-wise, it's almost scary. I just want him to feel better. We had his pictures taken last month and just got them back recently. They all came out so good, I wanted to buy them all. But these are the two poses we ended up with. God he's so fucking cute!

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[Sunday
3:09am] |
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Gah. So today pretty much sucked. I woke up with killer cramps and a migraine. I tried to go back to sleep for a bit before Greg went to work, but my head hurt so much that I just couldn't. So I've been awake all day with this horrible hollow pain on my left temple that makes me dizzy every time I move too fast. Noise, light, everything bothers me. I'm supposed to stay up until 6am to pick Greg up from work. So not happening. I'm lucky if I make it another ten minutes. I need sleep. I tried Tylenol, I tried Advil, then some more. Didn't work. Anybody got anything to make me feel better?
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[Friday
10:52pm] |
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I also wrote a story, it's about 100 pages. If anyone wants to read it, let me know, I can send it to you together or in chapters. Eh, whatever.
Went to the psychologist today, I now have to go every week again for god knows how long. All this because the surgeon who took out my gallbladder last month told her that I was cutting myself again. It's not something I do often, this was actually the first time in a long time that I had. I was so stressed and freaking out about the surgery. It made me feel better. Stupid, I know, but that's me. I've just been feeling so shitty and alone lately. I rarely do anything, and sometimes I stay home even when people want me to go out. I don't really know why. I just don't want to do anything, yet I do. I get so bored sitting around here, wishing I had plans, yet when someone calls I usually tell them I'm busy. What the fuck? I don't know anymore. This happens to me a lot. It comes and goes. I'm sure It will pass eventually, but it sucks waking up every day wishing I didn't have to get out of bed. I had a horrible dream last night, I don't even remember it all, but something bad happened, it was September 8th. I know that I was sitting at Cumbies on some firewood drinking slushies with Greg, Bean, and Adam when something horrible happened at home. I think someone had broken into our house and they did something horrible that I can't even type out to my dog. I think they robbed us too. The cops told us that the people who did it told them it was because of the date. Did I do something bad to someone on Sept. 8th? So when I woke up, I was really upset, it woke Greg up too. He asked what was wrong and I told him and he just gave me "the look" and went back to bed. I wrote on the calendar "do not leave house" on that date...just in case. Am I crazy?
Anyway, the old entries are some poems and shit that i dug up. Like them, don't like them, I don't care.
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[Thursday
9:51pm] |
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I think I'll do this shit later. I can't think right now.
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